Friday, August 26, 2005


no one comes to my site! i should cry, i will cry... not right now.. or for this reason... but one day.. someday.. i shall cry!
life is rather boring.
i've started to write a book
Death.... and How Fun It Really Is
it's about vampires i like it lots
i've only gotten the first 21 pages,
but i'm going to go home and write
then watch some Angel(because i'm a dork)
and then i'll write some more. my first tennis match is on tuesday, and i don't want to! i'm no good! it's pathetic, but big surprise! justin's good at it! he's good at freakin everything, golf, tennis, basketball, football, and he was pretty good at baseball. he's even good at school! it's not fair! how come i suck!?
whatever... i spent this lunch period and yesterday's being attacked! yesterday it was with shoes, and today it was by being tickled... swear to God. then Fred hugged me, i hugged him, Micheal came up behind him and grabbed his butt, Fred thought it was me, then realized it wasn't and we laughed. we straightened micheal's hair, and then just to freak me out, Ben stars putting his arm around me, i cower, he laughs, but he does most of the abusing so freaking out was the only logical choice, he did to lindsay, she freaked out, then again to me and i freaked out.. but less. we don't go outside, we all cheat and eat in the bandroom and then don't leave, Mr. Ferren doesn't mind, and that's why we love him! he even lets us get cokes (which we aren't supposed to do until 30 minutes after lunch) as long as he doesn't see us get them, but if he does 'we brought them from home'.
i think i'm going to like high school.

Wednesday, August 17, 2005

erhm the 2nd

i'm going to be repeating most of what i said on my xanga.

i'm having a love affair with Bedhead... but i love it... so it's ok.... me and bedhead will be together FOREVER!!!!!!!!!!! or until i get bored, which is a very likely thing...
i love redheads.. but only female ones... like lindsey, and tyra banks, and that chick from will and grace. yummy... but i like men with dark hair.. cause it's sexy. like pounce and have my way with sexy... like oober yummy like pant pant. i believe i'm being quite clear so if you're not getting it you're dumb..... really dumb.

i think i shall join PETA. become vegetarian because i keep having this freaky dreams where animals are eating us and how God created animals to be OUR compainions but He created US to be HIS companions. and i think that originally animals where meant to feed us but now that we're so advanced we don't HAVE to commit murder, so why should we? and it makes me sad to think that we're breeding animals for slaughter, i'd like to think all life has more meaning than that. and it's back to the us being God's compainions thing i mentioned earlier, aren't we lucky that He isn't breeding us for slaughter? and C.S. Lewis described the devil as wanting to consume us, to eat us and even then to continue to make us suffer... TO CONSUME like we do to animals, seems sorta.... bad.
byebye my lovelies, see you later.