Saturday, September 24, 2005

the class of 2007 really likes us freshpeople

not freshmen, freshpeople. it's poltically correct that way.

but seriously, these juniors really do. last week Jeremy Dodd asked out Ashly (though he may be a sophmore, i don't really know) and then on wednesday Fred asked out Kayla (she broke up with that cody guy on saturday) and zach finally asked out victoria on thursday (well, not FINALLY, because like a year and a half ago he asked her out after church camp and she liked him but said no because of something or another) oh... and then there's me an Ben.

what you say? yay, Ben asked me out. i'm trying my damndest not to squeal and jump and do all the ridiculously girlly things i want to because i'd then have to kill myself. i'm so freaking giddy! i haven't sleept since thursday (which is when he asked me out) now i know i said that dating this young was kind of pointless, but me and Ben can actually go places (he has red miata, and sometimes drives his dad's jeep or truck) and i like him SO much. he's one of the major reasons i stopped liking micheal last year (did i tell you he's in love with me now? and i mean micheal) and i know him pretty well and still like him so much.

here's the whole story from thursday morning to last night. kayla is being ridiculously giddy because she's going out with Fred. but then she meets me in Civics(we just talk in there, nothing else neither of us listen and i'm getting a 100) and she is even giddier. then she tells me that Ben wanted to know if i liked him because he's a bit stupider than we thought. at church he asked Victoria to ask me and she told Kayla because we have second period together. Kayla says he's going to ask me out. her and Victoria had a bet going for when. i told Kayla he probably won't ask me out for awhile, but still i'm giddy all day. then band roles around and he asks if i want to go for a ride with him after school (we had after school band practise and this was something i wasn't supposed to do so shhh) i of course say yes. then during lunch he asks if i'm going to the football game tonight, i hadn't planned on it but if he was going, i definetly would. so we plan to meet there where the jr. high band is playing because there's where most of our peeps will be.

after school i go against mummy dears wishes and go for a ride with Ben. (he took the top down on his miata, it was fun. that was the third time i'd been in his car but the first time he'd taken down the top) and when we got on main street and he didn't have to shift gears, he just kind of grabs my hand and holds it. and above the enigine, music, wind, and other cars i swear you could hear my heart beating. it was insane. i loved it.
well on the way back to the band room, he does it again! yay! and then there's band and he offers me a ride home but my mom's coming to get me. i told him i'd see him at that game when i left, so sweet how he left after i did.
all insane giddy happiness until finally it's seven. me and him walk around the football field, go in the band section and chill with Victoria and them. but we started to walk around the football field during half time with our peeps but by 4 quarter that had to be back in band so it was just me and him. and every now and again he'd grab my hand again i'd we would just walk like that. then, when i absoluetly least expected it (we where talking about why people didn't wear skirts anymore(which means we where under the bleachers and looking up)) he put his hand around my waist and asks if i want to go out with him. i say" yay, i do." then we hold hands some more, until the game ends. and then i call my mom and tell her to pick me up at the band room. then me and him go wait there and talk to our other friends. and i tell them. and Kayla and Victoria try to figure out who gets the money. there was lots of squealing on their part.
then my mom pulls up and i hug Ben. then... i realize i'm going to have to tell her, and Craig, and Josh, and Justin. holy hell, people.
but i do. i tell them all (actually Josh had left, so i don't think he knows) Craig says he needs to meet him before we can go anywhere together and Justin warns me about PDA. i hardly slept that night, i'd just kept waking up and being all excited. then, yesterday was the away game to pottsville (so far away) and we signed the bus list BEFORE he asked me out. so i was seating with Victoria, in front of Ben. ha! i seat with him during the game, there was hand holding and his arm around my waist, and i loved it!
on the way home, they let us switch seat, so i left Victoria on her own and sat with Ben. she sang some song about being on her own. i didn't care. me and Ben sink kind of low in our seat, he has one arm behind me and the other either holding my hand, stroking my leg or my side, or in my pocket(which was only for a bit) then he kisses me!

i'm leaving you there. i'll tell you the rest later.
i love you chicks, so peace out.

Sunday, September 18, 2005

wow... i'm bored

all right sweethearts. long postie time!
grounded so no spending the night at stacy's. heart broken. no movies with her either or nerding around at hastings. i'm terribley terribly sad. but when i talked to her on saturday to tell her the sadness, she said maybe next weekend. which should work, so yay!
more sadness. that i didn't tell stacy because i could tell she was already terribly broken up about me not coming (i'm glad you didn't cry until we were off the phone) but friday was a day of drama!
seriously, lots of it. tears and all.
begining- kayla has been dating this guy for like a year, seriously way to long. but they fight constantly and now they're thinking about breaking up. well... kayla told this guy nick, who she likes, and he misunderstood and has been telling every one that they broke up(but they didn't) long(and rather boring) story short. nick tells fred that kayla likes him, not fred. but fred REALLY likes kayla and thinks that kayla doesn't return the emotions (i of course knew nothing of this sort) and kayla does return the liking. well, drama begins because nick and fred are BESTES BUDS and well... drama. but i don't know why, because kayla and cody are still together (as of friday night) but appeareantly it resolved because fred drove kayla to the fifth quarter thing at the church. oh... more did i mention that lindsey (roggenbach) REALLY likes fred and is friend of kayla, who likesish fred and fred likes? yay... drama(as if i haven't said that enough)
football game. i got my heart broken... i think. i'm not sure. and i don't know who to ask.
lindsay (don't know last name, but a different one) comes with emily(shipley) and hannah(griffin) who are some cool cats. all of them are. well i'm hangin out with everyone and when ben leaves the group to talk to zach(avant) one of lindsay's tag-alongs i didn't know askes her 'are you sure he's your boyfriend?' and lindsay had been saying she knew VERY few people here and ben was one she did know (i know this because well, they go to church together sometimes and i sometimes go on the youth outing magigs). but, he would of told me. especially by now, since it's pretty obvious i like him. and kayla and victoria would have too. because they love me and wouldn't want me to be heartbroken (and they know both of them so..) and they even planned to talk to ben about asking me out. because they're physco. i of course told them to shutup and sit down.

football game was better than i thought, mostly because i got to sit next to ashly and ben! ashly is like my hoe. i love her. there was funnel cake and drinks, grass, and insults, i was called gay and told to go out with ben more than once. ashly isn't very smart.. or subtle.

now, i realize that you don't really know alot of the people i've been talking about.
so enjoy the list.
Kayla Marple- chick. going out with Cody Storm for over a year.
Mikey something or another- Kayla's cousin ( i thik i typed mickey last time, because i'm stupid) and he wants me. seriously, he got my number from kayla. but i didn't yell at her because he's a nice kid and all. to bad he didn't call becase i was denying my feeling for ben. so he had a chance.
Ashly Moran- she's my hoe.

er.. and grumble i'll have to finish later
i'm out

Thursday, September 15, 2005

beware the baby machine!! (aka Mom)

now i wanted to update more than what i'm going to but where leaving soon, so deal.
i talked to stacy the other day(i love you stacy!) and that was great and fantastic becuase well i miss you guys
lets face it, i miss you you annoying, chattering, stupid, sexy little things. there's no way around it, so lets face it and move on.
the gist and nub of my tale is...
well ... that right now i'm about ot leave so recap
i love you guys and
i'm out

Sunday, September 11, 2005

real fun weekend

ok, lets begin
friday night- went to oak grove for the football game and we marched (i stayed in step! it was beautiful!) we didn't march the whole show seeing as we've only learned the first 4 moves, but whatever. it was still pretty awesome(the bus trip really not the game so much, even though fred told craig he'd take me home and craig ignored him(and fred only offered because craig was telling me that mrs.sherry would take me home since i'd be in later seeing as i was going to conway to eat with the band))
Satuday afternoon/night- really tired, but didn't care because i went to christstock, obviously it was a christan band playing (AFrayed Knot, they where awesome, not screamo or loud or anything, but talented and soulful) i went with victoria's church youth group(more about that later) and we left way early because we went to subway(mickey kept calling me a stupid vegetarian because... well i am) and we still got there early. so we all sat around and layed in each other's laps, rolled down a hill. the hill was big... and painful i ran into a hannah on the way down and she wasn't fun so i started sliding and oh the pain. the message was awesome made me all shakey and stuff. i think emily and victoria where a bit miffed because i spent my time with ashly, lindsay(roggenbach), ben, mickey, and the other lindsay-more about that later. i got to seat next to ben on the church van! yipeeEEEEEEEEEEeeeeeeeeeeeeeEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!oh, you get the point.
Today- went to church with victoria instead of family, i like her church, i really like the sunday school grandma(i don't know what to call her, she's kayla's grandma and that' sjust what everyone calls her) teaches. sat next to ben, and victoria it was an enjoyable samich. we stayed after and talked, victoria gave me a ride to church but ben brought me home. and that's why i'm mad at mom. she was waiting there and she thinks that me and ben are dating and i didn't tell her, and she keeps making a big deal about it! i could kick her, but i won't. i was going to go tonigh to church, but i don't think that would be wise. mom brought me here, to uncle john's and aunt mary's where i just ate the best hamburger EVER(no meat, it rocked my socks)

enough about my weekend, which was fun because ben invited me to church this morning and tonight (mickey also invited me this morning, so did victoria) but now onto something i have observed
i use to be so outraged about these girls who would let guys grab and slap their butts and i couldn't understand why they didn't slap them... but now.. i've become one of them. i realized this on saturday because on friday i was in kroger's with fred, victoria, and nick and while we where leaving i was talking about how i was the only one who could pull off the band windsuits(i forgot to bring extra clothes) and fred agrees and grabs my butt, i laugh but i don't do anything. i realized this on saturday and i start thinking about it. guys just seem to like to touch me now, the hug me, grab my butt, tickle me, slap my butt... it a little ridiculous but i don't object! i don't really see anythin wrong with it i guess, or more that they're just the guys who are closer to me so i don't care. (actually after fred grabbed me i told him no wonder craig didn't let him take me home)
next update i have more to tell you, which is surprising since this was a lONG update.

byebye sweetes!